Blog to God

What a start to the new year. From some disasters to some prayers being answered to bad old habits dying finally even though it is really tough to stop, I know with your help I can overcome all temptations. I am sure You could easily take the cravings away but that would be to easy. I would rather You were just with me and helped me through the tough times then when the crazings strike again You help me to remember how har it is to do it and to stop doing it. Lord thank You that she is ok and that nothing serious happenned. Is there no way for You to show her that all she thinks happenned actually did not and that I am here to love her and not fight her. I dont know anymore if I want things back the way they were but I do want to move on from here either way.

The beautiful girls You gave me are the best anyone could ask for and I want to thank You again and again for them. I would like to give them more but You must have a plan that I dont know about. I would still ask that YOu find a way for us to leave here and go somewhere that is more peaceful and relaxed where we can live as we should but I wait for You to tell me what to do or to help me hear You.

Lord thank You for life and love. I ask in Jesus name that You bring peace and calmness to her. Thank You Lord.