Blog to God http://blogtogod.com/index.php?blog=5 Blog to God is a public blog sharing thoughts with God en-UK http://backend.userland.com/rss 60 Dear God http://blogtogod.com/index.php?blog=5&title=dear_god_208&more=1&c=1&tb=1&pb=1 Fri, 03 Sep 2010 05:08:10 +0000 jonathanb Blog to God 249@http://blogtogod.com/ I dont know wether to laugh or cry. What a week. Lord thank you for helping me find somewhere to stay. I dont want to sound ungrateful but I know you know that it is not perfect but there must be a reason so I will try not to complain. I should have started to look sooner and find somewhere closer to work but that is my fault for procratinating as usual (got to stop that it is really what has caused most of my problems in life but Lord I cant do it without Your help). Thank You for getting my car fixed quickly and pretty cheaply. Moving in then the first day there with my car back it breaks down again and now it is to far to walk. Luckily I still had that spare starter and that was all it was. Then sleeping on the floor in the office last night in case it broke down again. Suppose it teaches me a lesson for those bad thoughts. I am trying not to do it but the cravings are always there and they get stronger everytime I talk to You. Is it the devil trying to keep me from You or is it just a messed up me. I wish I knew and I wish I could stop it. If I did not want to do it why would I have these cravings? Man Lord for a 42 yr old I am totally useless. I should not be as You have given me so many chances which I have not taken but I just dont know anymore. Lord I would really like to turn this blog from a crying session into a praising session. I suppose I could do that already as I do have more than lots but I am just not in the right frame of mind to do it. YOu have stripped me of everything a couple of times and given me the chance to do it right but I just keep messing up. I look out of my office window praying that I could be like this tree. A couple of months ago it lost all its leaves for winter and now within a few weeks it has grown new clean ones, incredible how fat it is growing. I would like to be able to regrow like that. Lord I pray in the name of Your Son Jesus Christ that I can sell my car soon so that I can get a smaller more reliable one and Lord I ask that You help me get a job in that other country so we can all move there and get away from this crime ridden place and start again together. Lord I know there are still feelings there if she was just honest with herself. Lord I miss the others so much. Lord please help me to stop putting off those things I should be doing now. Lord I love YOu and thank You for everything. Amen I dont know wether to laugh or cry. What a week. Lord thank you for helping me find somewhere to stay. I dont want to sound ungrateful but I know you know that it is not perfect but there must be a reason so I will try not to complain. I should have started to look sooner and find somewhere closer to work but that is my fault for procratinating as usual (got to stop that it is really what has caused most of my problems in life but Lord I cant do it without Your help). Thank You for getting my car fixed quickly and pretty cheaply. Moving in then the first day there with my car back it breaks down again and now it is to far to walk. Luckily I still had that spare starter and that was all it was. Then sleeping on the floor in the office last night in case it broke down again. Suppose it teaches me a lesson for those bad thoughts. I am trying not to do it but the cravings are always there and they get stronger everytime I talk to You. Is it the devil trying to keep me from You or is it just a messed up me. I wish I knew and I wish I could stop it. If I did not want to do it why would I have these cravings? Man Lord for a 42 yr old I am totally useless. I should not be as You have given me so many chances which I have not taken but I just dont know anymore.

Lord I would really like to turn this blog from a crying session into a praising session. I suppose I could do that already as I do have more than lots but I am just not in the right frame of mind to do it. YOu have stripped me of everything a couple of times and given me the chance to do it right but I just keep messing up. I look out of my office window praying that I could be like this tree. A couple of months ago it lost all its leaves for winter and now within a few weeks it has grown new clean ones, incredible how fat it is growing. I would like to be able to regrow like that.

Lord I pray in the name of Your Son Jesus Christ that I can sell my car soon so that I can get a smaller more reliable one and Lord I ask that You help me get a job in that other country so we can all move there and get away from this crime ridden place and start again together. Lord I know there are still feelings there if she was just honest with herself. Lord I miss the others so much. Lord please help me to stop putting off those things I should be doing now. Lord I love YOu and thank You for everything. Amen

]]> http://blogtogod.com/index.php?blog=5&p=249&c=1&tb=1&pb=1#comments Dear God http://blogtogod.com/index.php?blog=5&title=dear_god_207&more=1&c=1&tb=1&pb=1 Mon, 30 Aug 2010 04:53:48 +0000 jonathanb Blog to God 248@http://blogtogod.com/ Lord thank You for helping me find a place to stay. It is not ideal but that is fine. Lord please help me to find a way to get my car fixed today so that I can move tomorrow and get to work. Lord this is such a disaster. I should never have bough that car. I had my doubts and now I realise that it was You talking to me. I really need to start to listen to You but I never realise it is You talking to me until it is to late. Lord forgive me for those bad thopughts and for doing what I did that messed the car a bit. Lord I cant stop this myself and really need You help. Everything I do seems to mess up. Lord I also need Your help to stop procratinating. I loose so much by doing that. I am always to scared to do anything which is crazy. Even small things I am scared of and it is really bad. I dont know how to stop myself. Lord my girls deserve so much, they are such beautiful wonderful young ladies who deserve way more than I have given them. I am so proud of them and miss them so much. Lord I ask in the name of Your Son Jesus to please help me get better so I can give them what they deserve. Lord I need You to help me show them that You are true and real. It is my fault they have turned away from You and I dont want that. Please forgive me for that. Lord I dont want to do this anymore. I am ready to start new if YOu will give me the chance. I know I cant do it on my own and am so totally ready to move on but dont know what to or how to. Lord I ask all this in the name of Your Son Jesus Christ. I love You Lord Amen. Lord thank You for helping me find a place to stay. It is not ideal but that is fine. Lord please help me to find a way to get my car fixed today so that I can move tomorrow and get to work. Lord this is such a disaster. I should never have bough that car. I had my doubts and now I realise that it was You talking to me. I really need to start to listen to You but I never realise it is You talking to me until it is to late. Lord forgive me for those bad thopughts and for doing what I did that messed the car a bit. Lord I cant stop this myself and really need You help. Everything I do seems to mess up. Lord I also need Your help to stop procratinating. I loose so much by doing that. I am always to scared to do anything which is crazy. Even small things I am scared of and it is really bad. I dont know how to stop myself.

Lord my girls deserve so much, they are such beautiful wonderful young ladies who deserve way more than I have given them. I am so proud of them and miss them so much. Lord I ask in the name of Your Son Jesus to please help me get better so I can give them what they deserve. Lord I need You to help me show them that You are true and real. It is my fault they have turned away from You and I dont want that. Please forgive me for that. Lord I dont want to do this anymore. I am ready to start new if YOu will give me the chance. I know I cant do it on my own and am so totally ready to move on but dont know what to or how to.

Lord I ask all this in the name of Your Son Jesus Christ. I love You Lord Amen.

]]> http://blogtogod.com/index.php?blog=5&p=248&c=1&tb=1&pb=1#comments Father http://blogtogod.com/index.php?blog=5&title=father&more=1&c=1&tb=1&pb=1 Thu, 26 Aug 2010 05:36:26 +0000 travis1987 Blog to God 246@http://blogtogod.com/ Father in heaven, may your will be done here as it is heaven. Thank you for the food you put on our tables. God forgive us of our sins and forgive me for mine. Father i pray that you give me the help to help those understand your will. You are the only father i know. My life has been so confusing to me. I don't know why i am here sometimes. I feel as though im doing nothing with my life. I pray you help me learn god for i was not raised in your teachings. I read and learn your word myself and feel and know you are here with us. I pray that we are forgiven for our sins ,and that one day i will reach the kingdom to worship you. Im scared of this world father everyone around me bashes your word TV my girlfriend people all around me lord! I feel so alone god ,but i will remain here until my day comes lord. Father i pray that its not wrong for me to post this here. For prayer must be kept private as you all ready know what i need before i pray. Give me strength to live in Babylon. In Jesus name Amen. Father in heaven, may your will be done here as it is heaven. Thank you for the food you put on our tables. God forgive us of our sins and forgive me for mine. Father i pray that you give me the help to help those understand your will. You are the only father i know. My life has been so confusing to me. I don't know why i am here sometimes. I feel as though im doing nothing with my life. I pray you help me learn god for i was not raised in your teachings. I read and learn your word myself and feel and know you are here with us. I pray that we are forgiven for our sins ,and that one day i will reach the kingdom to worship you. Im scared of this world father everyone around me bashes your word TV my girlfriend people all around me lord! I feel so alone god ,but i will remain here until my day comes lord. Father i pray that its not wrong for me to post this here. For prayer must be kept private as you all ready know what i need before i pray. Give me strength to live in Babylon. In Jesus name Amen.

]]> http://blogtogod.com/index.php?blog=5&p=246&c=1&tb=1&pb=1#comments Dear God http://blogtogod.com/index.php?blog=5&title=dear_god_206&more=1&c=1&tb=1&pb=1 Thu, 26 Aug 2010 05:34:07 +0000 jonathanb Blog to God 247@http://blogtogod.com/ Lord things were looking so good yesterday and now this morning nothing. Both the car and the site that I was hoping would be sold today, I have not been contected. Lord I really dont want to keep on like this. I am sick of this depression and nothing going right. I know it is my fault but I really dont know what to do about it. Lord I need Your help. Thank YOu Lord. Amen Lord things were looking so good yesterday and now this morning nothing. Both the car and the site that I was hoping would be sold today, I have not been contected. Lord I really dont want to keep on like this. I am sick of this depression and nothing going right. I know it is my fault but I really dont know what to do about it. Lord I need Your help. Thank YOu Lord. Amen

]]> http://blogtogod.com/index.php?blog=5&p=247&c=1&tb=1&pb=1#comments Dear God http://blogtogod.com/index.php?blog=5&title=dear_god_205&more=1&c=1&tb=1&pb=1 Tue, 24 Aug 2010 15:36:35 +0000 jonathanb Blog to God 245@http://blogtogod.com/ Lord please forgive me for not taking the opportunities you have given me, forgive me for not recognisingsome of them and being scared to try the others. There have been so many that would have been life changing and put us in a great place now but I was always to scared to take the chance and still am to scared to take the chance. I am so scared to do anything in case I fail at it that I do nothing and by doing nothing I fali at ife and fail YOu. Lord I should not be scared but trust that You are there with me giving me the opportunity but I just never think like that which is crazy as I should know that YOu are there. I suppose that Iin a way I am scared that I try someothing and it fails then I might start to think that You were not with me. Lord this si so confusing but I know You are there and are real. There is no way the world and us could have been made by chance. Lord I just dont know, why is life so tough. Lord I apologise and ask for Your forgiveness in all my failings. Thank You Lord Amen. Love YOu Lord please forgive me for not taking the opportunities you have given me, forgive me for not recognisingsome of them and being scared to try the others. There have been so many that would have been life changing and put us in a great place now but I was always to scared to take the chance and still am to scared to take the chance. I am so scared to do anything in case I fail at it that I do nothing and by doing nothing I fali at ife and fail YOu. Lord I should not be scared but trust that You are there with me giving me the opportunity but I just never think like that which is crazy as I should know that YOu are there. I suppose that Iin a way I am scared that I try someothing and it fails then I might start to think that You were not with me. Lord this si so confusing but I know You are there and are real. There is no way the world and us could have been made by chance.

Lord I just dont know, why is life so tough. Lord I apologise and ask for Your forgiveness in all my failings.

Thank You Lord Amen. Love YOu

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