Blog to God

Thank You for the reasonable weekend. I suppose it was really great compared to millions around the world but it could have been a lot better. I should not sound grateful but why cant I find something to make us all happy. So many other people do and have and time is slipping away. I dont want to be left behind. I only have a year or two left to show her a good time or good life and I really want to. I really feel as if I have let them down even though I know I have not been alone in it, why cant I have been more sucessful like so many others. It ereally is hard.

Lord please guide me and show me the way to what YOu want for us. Maybe if I knew the purpose I would not mope about it so much. I am know you are there guiding me but I still feel so lost and dont want to feel like this anymore. Lord please let me get that site sold to pay for the things we need to and Lord please help me to be a better servant and follower of Yours.

Please let Your light shine through me and touch those around me and show them Your love for us.

I ask in Jesus name Amen