Blog to God

Wow what a week. Things seemed to be going so well all week until just now, what a blow especially as it is all rubbish. I really dont know what to say about it. I really thought it was going fine there even though there were quite a few problems it all seemed sored out and things were looking up for once.

I really want out of all this. Why cant You take me out of this and use me somehwere. I dont care if it is tough but all this two faced and rubbish stories are just getting me.

Lord I am here and Your servant, Thank You for what You have done this week and please forgive me for what I have done. Lord I am at a loss for words and thoughts right now, I really just want to run away. I should not think like this as there are so many people out there way worse off. Those people who were burnt need Your help way more that I do and it does actually look like I am a whining baby so forgive me Lord. I love You Lord, Amen

Wow what a week. Things seemed to be going so well all week until just now, what a blow especially as it is all rubbish. I really dont know what to say about it. I really thought it was going fine there even though there were quite a few problems it all seemed sored out and things were looking up for once.

I really want out of all this. Why cant You take me out of this and use me somehwere. I dont care if it is tough but all this two faced and rubbish stories are just getting me.

Lord I am here and Your servant, Thank You for what You have done this week and please forgive me for what I have done. Lord I am at a loss for words and thoughts right now, I really just want to run away. I should not think like this as there are so many people out there way worse off. Those people who were burnt need Your help way more that I do and it does actually look like I am a whining baby so forgive me Lord. I love You Lord, Amen

Thank You for the reasonable weekend. I suppose it was really great compared to millions around the world but it could have been a lot better. I should not sound grateful but why cant I find something to make us all happy. So many other people do and have and time is slipping away. I dont want to be left behind. I only have a year or two left to show her a good time or good life and I really want to. I really feel as if I have let them down even though I know I have not been alone in it, why cant I have been more sucessful like so many others. It ereally is hard.

Lord please guide me and show me the way to what YOu want for us. Maybe if I knew the purpose I would not mope about it so much. I am know you are there guiding me but I still feel so lost and dont want to feel like this anymore. Lord please let me get that site sold to pay for the things we need to and Lord please help me to be a better servant and follower of Yours.

Please let Your light shine through me and touch those around me and show them Your love for us.

I ask in Jesus name Amen

Thank You for how things have been going. Not perfect but better. Still lots of problems but with You nothing is impossible and now I must just take the opportunities you have given and make something of them. I still need lots of work but getting there. Thanks You for this wonderful world that would be perfect if it was not for us messing it up. Watching that nature program, it is just incredible how you have made everything.

Lord please forgive me for the frustration with the stupid and dangerous people driving thos mini bus taxis and the stupid government who think that they can do what they like.
I love You Amen