Blog to God

Thank you for getting me through this really tough couple of weeks especially this last one. I have not trusted in You as much as I should have but You still showed me that no matter how bad it is you are still there. Please show me how to pray properly and not just think about myself but all those others who are suffering way more than I.

You would have heard the talk with my beautiful girl this morning where she is confused about wether to believe in You or not. I know how she feels but dont know how to get through to her. She questions like the rest of us why the bad people seem to have the good things, why good people seem to be taken early etc. I dont know how to answer all her questions and ask that you help me and help her to know you and believe in you.

Thank you Lord, i love You.

To all the people who have made comments on my posts I want to say a big thank you. They have given me much insight and it is really great to get other peoples points of view and thoughts on matters and especially to know that I am not alone in my struggles.

God bless all of you.

What a start to the new year. From some disasters to some prayers being answered to bad old habits dying finally even though it is really tough to stop, I know with your help I can overcome all temptations. I am sure You could easily take the cravings away but that would be to easy. I would rather You were just with me and helped me through the tough times then when the crazings strike again You help me to remember how har it is to do it and to stop doing it. Lord thank You that she is ok and that nothing serious happenned. Is there no way for You to show her that all she thinks happenned actually did not and that I am here to love her and not fight her. I dont know anymore if I want things back the way they were but I do want to move on from here either way.

The beautiful girls You gave me are the best anyone could ask for and I want to thank You again and again for them. I would like to give them more but You must have a plan that I dont know about. I would still ask that YOu find a way for us to leave here and go somewhere that is more peaceful and relaxed where we can live as we should but I wait for You to tell me what to do or to help me hear You.

Lord thank You for life and love. I ask in Jesus name that You bring peace and calmness to her. Thank You Lord.