Blog to God

Thank you for a great weekend and a great time with the orthers. Lord I pray that it could be permanent and Lord please help me to make it so and show me what I must do to make it so if that is your wish. I know I am starting to think about all those great things which is normally a bad sign, I dont want it to be like that, I want things that will glorify You because without You it wont be possible anyway. Lord I would really like this idea to work so that I can spend time in Your wonderful creation and not stuck in a box. Lord please forgive me for the bad thoughts and deeds and please help me to resist temptation as I really dont want it. Lord thank You for everything and Jesus thank You for giving Your life for mine. I really dont know what more to say than thank You . I love You Lord Amen

Please help me to be strong during this hard time. I dont want these thoughts as they are not right and they are just a distraction. I am not going to act on them so they are just a waste of time. I dont want to test You anymore even though I dont do it on purpose. Just like You kept saving them and they would worship You for a while before turning away, I seem to always do the same but I dont want to and this time I am determined not to. It shopuld be so easy not to be tempted but I am and even though I wont give in to the temptation, I dont even want it because I have better things to do with my time so today I am just going to thank You for all You have done for us and to ask that You just make the temptations o away so I can concentrate on YOu and getting my life sorted out which will give me more time to concentrate on You, if that is the way it should be. I ask this in the name of Your brave Son who died a painful death because of weak beings like me. Thank You, Amen

I know You are real, I know You lve me and although things go wrong, I know You are looking after me and have a plan for me. I am a simple human so at times i is hard to comprehend and to trust YOu but I know that in the end it will work out Your way. I do love You Lord and I do trust You even though I have a hard time to sometimes. Lord there is no way this beautiful earth and all the things in it could have happenned by chance. That is proof enough for me. Lord I dont want to do or even think bad things anymore. Lord I know the devil is trying to take me feom YOu but I am not going. I am slack and sometimes, way to often let bad thoughts get in the way but I dont want that anymore Lord. I dont want to do or even think bad things. I want to praise and glorify You always instead. I thank You for all You have done and are going to do for all of us. Lord I dont want to owe anybosy anything, I would like to be comfortable and not battle, and Lord I dont want to be alone anymore. I really want to be back with them, happy and praising You. I am ired of being alone. I know that I am not really alone and that I have You with me all the time and that should be enough. I am sorry and forgive me if I should not think like that but I want Your companionship and human companionship.

Lord thank You for all the world. Forgive me for my sins and strenghen me and help me to not sin anymore because I am weak and cant do it without Your help. Thank You for giving Your Son for people like me. I love You Lord. I ask all this in Jesus name. Amen.

THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU AND THANK YOU AGAIN. Although I do not have the money yet You have provided a miracle when I doubted You could and it just goes to show that YOu are true to Your word and are to be praised. Lord I dont know what to say other than I should not have doubted you and You have shown me You are really here for us. My kids faith and ex's will also be restored by Your wonderous works. YOu have provided a miracle where I thought there was none and I love You Lord.

Thank You again Amen.

My faith is really being tested here but God it does not need to be. I know I have been slack and there is no excuse for it even though I wish there was. You gave me what I asked for and I gave you nothing but I am not going anywhere. I have no idea why this is happenning and cant function like this. There is so much I need to do but cant with all these problems. Lord there is nothing I can do to sort out the situation, I need money to fix it and cant get that from anywhere. I dont want to crook and the only people I know with enough wont lend it to me even though they are family. I still need to ask but from history it is unlikely. Lord all I have to sell is that site so I pray that a miricle happens and you help find someone to buy it from me. Lord please help me.

All this is doing is pushing the ones I love further from me. I accept that it is all my fault and that I could have done things better but I dont even know what more to say. You really dont need to test me because I truly believe in you and am not going to stop because bad things are happenning. Lord I just want to be comfortable. This new idea will work and it will help others but I cant even concentrate on it with all these problems. I was getting closer to my big beautiful daughter but I dont know now and my little one was still close but this is affecting her the most and I dont want to loose her Lord I really dont. Lord I really need your help as much now as ever before and even more. Lord things have got so much worse these last 3 months and I dont want it to be like this.

I pray in the name of your son Jesus who died to save a poor soul like me that you please help all of us to get through this. Thank you. Lord Amen

I truly believe in "I AM"

Please bless Bonnie and JR Ricks of Dogwood Ministries, 2 of the most wondeful people I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. Lord the help and guidance they have been to me all these years is more than I could have ever asked for. I do pray that one day you give me the opportunity to actually meet them and tell them in person how great they are. Thank you Lord. Amen.

For those who dont know them, they have a daily devotional called Take a Minute which is incredible. Go to http://groups.google.com/group/takeaminute it will be well worth it.

I know I dont deserve it but please help me Lord, everything is such a disaster and I dont know what to do. Please give me a miracle. I cant even kill myself because my life insurance is not paid up and then they will get left with nothing. God please help me, I beg of You.

Just a quick one, and one I thought I would never do but I want to thank You that the accident was not worse than it was and I was able to drive again. I know the whole car is packing up but it could have been a lot worse than it was. In the past I would have just asked why it happened but now I am able to thank You that it was not so bad. I know why it happened and it had nothing to do with you so THANK YOU very much.

Please forgive me for my sins, for the sinfull and hateful thoughts. I dont want them but it is just so hard being shut out and missing out, when I kniow things could be different. It reaaly hurts so very much not being involved. Thank You for a relativelly good weekend. Thank You for giving the others a good weekend. Lord I dont want to spend the rest of my life like this so I need to trust that this is where You want me now but not forever. I need You to help me trust that I am here because You have a plan for me and that this is where I need to be now for Your plan to work. I think I am ready to move on from here even though it will be tough but I am trusting You that You know better and that even if I am ready others might not be and I can wait no matter how hard it is.

Lord I have this opportunity to help not just myself but others do better, most of them Your children and I would really like it to work out. All the other things I have tried, I have failed at due to not working hard enough, not following through, etc, etc but Lord please help me follow this one through, please let it be what You want and let me find a way to glorify You through it. Lord I pray that this is an idea that You laid on me to do and that it is Your will. Lord I dont want to waste timeon it if it is not YOur will so please guide me and tell me if it is not. I know I am a bit thick when it comes to hearing You so You might need to make it quite obvious. I could take some of the recent events as being signs that You do want me to do it but that could just be wishfull thinking so I will move forward and if the obsticles are to big then I will know.

Lord please help this country and show me a way to help others. There is so much pain and suffering on this continent and in the world, Help me to do my bit just to ease some of it. Lord next time I see that young guy with one leg, please give me the time and guts to stop and speak to him and find a way to help him.

Lord I ask all this in the name of our saviour Jesus whose courage set us free. Thank you Lord Amen.

Please forgive me for all my many sins. I want to be a better person, to have more patience with people but it is really hard here. This country is so full of people doing wrong that it is hard not to be angry all the time but that is why it is such a sinfull country. I am only one but if I can change and let Your light shine through me onto others then maybe they will do the same and although I doubt it will change the country, it might make a little difference and that might just be enough.

Lord I know my attitude is wrong and I know I have so much to be thankful for but all the problems just seem to drown out the good things. To so many people who have so little I would probably sound really ungrateful but I cant seem to get over this hill. I seem to be walking the wrong way up an escalator that is going as fast as I can walk but as I get tired and slow down it just keeps on going. You have given us this world that would be perfect if we had not messed it up. YOu gave me a great morning with the kids yesterday but it was spoilt when I had to leave them. I would love to have the best things in life and cant lie to You about that but I would be quite satisfied to just not battle like this anymore. Just to be comfortable to be able to spend time being happy without always worrying, to be able to say thank you continuously and not to ask you for things all the time. I dont want to have to ask You for things for myself, I would love to be able to ask You for things for others rather.

Lord I need your strenght, I know now what I need to do but need Your help to do it. You have given me the opportunity to witness for You on a couple of occasions and I have let You down so how can I expect YOu to give me anything. Please forgive me for that Lord. It was very wrong of me and I know it. Lord next time, please give me the strenght and courage to do it. Thinking about it, it is crazy, these people with all these funny crazy ideas and people of other religions are quite happy to talk about their strange beliefs butus Christians are to scared to talk about You who is real in case people think we are strange. Well we are the crazy ones for not telling them about You and I am really guilty of that. Please forgive me Lord and next time You give me the chance, please also give me the courage to stand up and say that they are the ones who are wrong.

Lord even though I dont have the contract yet thank You for getting it extended. Lord I just dont seem to have enough time to do everything. I really want to do well at this job but I also know that I need to get the other things done and that I could do them well if I had enough time. I have so many ideas but just cant seem to get them to take off and work and I really want to.

Father even though I say I dont love her anymore, I really do and I really want to be with her. I dont think this is the best for any of us, I know it is not. I also know that even though it should not have been, it has always and still is about money. The worrying has always caused the problems. Even if we were not rich, being comfortable without hte worries would have made a huge difference. It should not have and we are very wrong for that and I ask Your forgiveness but that is how it is right or wrong and even though we might have said it was not important, You know it was and it is time to admit it. Agian, this is not right but it is fact. If I could do it all again I would especially to make it up to my wonderfull kids who deserve much more than they have got from us. I love them more than anything else except You who gave them to me and I messsed that up to. Lord this depression is killing me, I dont want ot be stuck away here all day everyday, I want a life where that I can enjoy and at the end of everyday not just say Thank you God for giving me what I have but also thank You for a great day and also to be happy and show others that they to can be happy. Maybe I am supposed to show others that I am happy with what I got and they can be to but I think that might be to hard for me. Lord please let that add do well and give my girl something because she does deserve it, she has been through so much by herself and I am so very proud of her but cant give her anything to show it.

I know you wont give me trials that I cant handle but I need Your help because I am still so weak. Lord please point me in the right direction and tell me what You want me to do. I really pray that You have in Your plan for us a move for all of us to somewhere more peacefull down under where we can start again fressh and new and put all these pains behind us. Where we need to rely on You and each other and all the old things and bad influences are not around.

Lord I pray in the name of Yout Son and my Saviour Jesus Christ that You show me the way and the path You have laid out for me and that what I want is what You have planned for me.

Lord I love You and Thank You, Amen