Blog to God

What a day, thank YOu for getting me through it and for letting me leave late so I did not have to go all the way out. Lord I dont want to ask You for anything today so just thank You for looking after all of us.

I love You Lord. Amen

I really pray that I could make sense of everything. There just seems to be so much to do and I dont know where to start. So much that I would like and need to do that I cant get started. Lord I dont even know where to start. My brain seems a total mess. Lord I dont even really know what I want anymore. There is this tree outside my window that was bare and is now starting to get new leaves with the start of spring. I would love to be able to start new again and to grow to be a better person. I know I have had the opportunities when I left and again when I came back but I was not totally bare and I dont know if I ever could be. In my little mind I know that if we all went somewhere new that would be as complete a fresh start as could be. I know it would be really hard but I also know that it would pull us together. Lord we are now all ready and we all want to leave so for once we are all in the same place as far as that is concerned and even though she wants to go herself I know the new start would change things so I ask in the name of Your Son who died for an idiot like me to pleae help me find that new start. I know that even though You could just make it happen theat is not Your way and that I need to work at it but I am asking You to guide me and show me the way You want me to do it. Lord please save me. Thanks YOu Lord Amen

I should than You for letting me be here another day but I dont know if I want to be here another day or even another minue. I do but not like this. Things were looking up a little first thing this morning but now they are not looking good at all. Man Lord I dont want to carry on like this but I really dont know what to do. Lord if You would just tell me what I am doing wrong and how to get out of this mess I am in. Lord I ask in the name of YOur Son Jesus Christ to please help me.

Thank You Lord. I love YOu Lord Amen

It has been a while and I am sorry, I have been pretty slack and not thinking about You as much as I should be. Thank Yu that my car is still going but there is one thing I miss about the morning walks to work and that is the time I spent with You while walking in the beautiful sunrises. It is all like a big hard circle. I dont really miss the alk or the hassles of not having a car but I do miss that and would like to replace it with another quite time but with the car going but not well I need to still leave at the same time and the office wi not th ebest place for some quite time. Maybe once I have moved then the new place will give me more time, if I find a place. I know that is no excuse and that I should find the time, the walk was just nice being outside. If my dream of what I want to do in the country I want to do it in came true then there would be nothing I would like more than to be able to spend the mornings watching the sunrise in the peace and quiet of Your beauty.

Lord thank You for getting that sie sold, it goes a little way to sorting out the problems and I do have the other one to get rid of. Please also let those other quotes come through so I get those and can maybe catch up on things a bit.

Lord I love You and praise Your name. Thank You Lord Amen. Jesus thnak YOu for giving YOur life for me.

Please let that sale go through and please also let those others go ahead, we really need it. Please also let that guy call me abotu the car, it would be so great to get it sold quickly. Lord thank You. Amen