Blog to God

Thank You for the reasonable weekend. I suppose it was really great compared to millions around the world but it could have been a lot better. I should not sound grateful but why cant I find something to make us all happy. So many other people do and have and time is slipping away. I dont want to be left behind. I only have a year or two left to show her a good time or good life and I really want to. I really feel as if I have let them down even though I know I have not been alone in it, why cant I have been more sucessful like so many others. It ereally is hard.

Lord please guide me and show me the way to what YOu want for us. Maybe if I knew the purpose I would not mope about it so much. I am know you are there guiding me but I still feel so lost and dont want to feel like this anymore. Lord please let me get that site sold to pay for the things we need to and Lord please help me to be a better servant and follower of Yours.

Please let Your light shine through me and touch those around me and show them Your love for us.

I ask in Jesus name Amen

Thank You for how things have been going. Not perfect but better. Still lots of problems but with You nothing is impossible and now I must just take the opportunities you have given and make something of them. I still need lots of work but getting there. Thanks You for this wonderful world that would be perfect if it was not for us messing it up. Watching that nature program, it is just incredible how you have made everything.

Lord please forgive me for the frustration with the stupid and dangerous people driving thos mini bus taxis and the stupid government who think that they can do what they like.
I love You Amen

Thank you for getting me through this really tough couple of weeks especially this last one. I have not trusted in You as much as I should have but You still showed me that no matter how bad it is you are still there. Please show me how to pray properly and not just think about myself but all those others who are suffering way more than I.

You would have heard the talk with my beautiful girl this morning where she is confused about wether to believe in You or not. I know how she feels but dont know how to get through to her. She questions like the rest of us why the bad people seem to have the good things, why good people seem to be taken early etc. I dont know how to answer all her questions and ask that you help me and help her to know you and believe in you.

Thank you Lord, i love You.

To all the people who have made comments on my posts I want to say a big thank you. They have given me much insight and it is really great to get other peoples points of view and thoughts on matters and especially to know that I am not alone in my struggles.

God bless all of you.

What a start to the new year. From some disasters to some prayers being answered to bad old habits dying finally even though it is really tough to stop, I know with your help I can overcome all temptations. I am sure You could easily take the cravings away but that would be to easy. I would rather You were just with me and helped me through the tough times then when the crazings strike again You help me to remember how har it is to do it and to stop doing it. Lord thank You that she is ok and that nothing serious happenned. Is there no way for You to show her that all she thinks happenned actually did not and that I am here to love her and not fight her. I dont know anymore if I want things back the way they were but I do want to move on from here either way.

The beautiful girls You gave me are the best anyone could ask for and I want to thank You again and again for them. I would like to give them more but You must have a plan that I dont know about. I would still ask that YOu find a way for us to leave here and go somewhere that is more peaceful and relaxed where we can live as we should but I wait for You to tell me what to do or to help me hear You.

Lord thank You for life and love. I ask in Jesus name that You bring peace and calmness to her. Thank You Lord.